picture book of wasted time

When options dry and choices fail, you try and try, all in vain, day by day the seasons change, a world apart from all the rage, failure spreads, becomes a place, so deep so dark, where glories fade, burn your clothes and wipe your tears, sober and sane, it comes again, on a restless night you toss and turn, until you learn, that every road shall meet its end and all the lies wont make amends for all the bonds that we might break, in love and lust we cannot fake, smiling friends with open arms, whats yours is mine, a sheltered past, a picture book of wasted time.